My final journey has yet to come..

To be honest, writing a blog or blogging is such a difficult task as this needs persistent will or motivation to continue the on-going story of a person's life.. and i think i fail in this field. I got this blog actually for fun as i thought it would be fun to just write out my experience in life .. but then .. i realize most of the things i wrote its how i feel and my ideas in life rather than experience.. well.. kinda boring i know.. since i dun haf time to do so .. but anyhow.. the more i write about my feeling and ideas , the more i feel satisfy and would build up my confidence in undertaking obstacles..

so to begin with... currently having holidays.. like usual holiday pigs would do.. eat-sleep-tv . despite in my comfortable zone , there is a tiny winny inch of me that felt uneasy, tense and stressful. Could it be my final year coming and i daren't able to face it.. well i assume this is probably my biggest fear ....to sacrifice my beauty sleep to study, to attend ward instead of shopping / tv and to eat kolo mee instead of penang laksa... hehe.. all in all... final year is coming and darn even to dream of it...

so to end it all.. probably i will create another blog just to share my experience as a medical students in the wards and discuss medical stuff.. that would be more interesting huh?? and i could hav a fast recap of the things i learn too.. =)

lazy jean!

Holiday Study in Taiwan,,,

This suppose to be posted when i was in Taiwan.. unfortunately i forgotten.. so here is it!

Finally, I could take in a long relaxing breath… after a 365 day journey ride on the rocky and hectic 4^th year. Seniors had told me it was a honeymoon year.. but to tell ya the truth.. IT AIN’T easy. No doubt medical, surgery, paeds and obs were not covered thoroughly , but minor postings such as ophthalmology, A&E, ENT, and district were equally as challenging as well. Two more relaxing posting continued by two more stressfull posting were enough to fill my timetable to its limit and grabbed away most of my relaxing holidays.

Anyway, it is time for a must-holiday learning session = elective! Taiwan , here I come..

And why on earth did I choose this language-barrier country??? There r several reasons basically… first… I wanted to meet SHE, second I wanna meet Nicholas Teo.. haha..!! nah.. of course its my stupid crap.. Oh well.. the main reasons were because its relatively cheaper than going to Australia, and I have 6 companies with me.. ( including darling *_* ) . Besides, I really wanted to see how different is a NGO hospital or charity hospital consultation… and of course visit around Taiwan… SHOPPING!! ( branded goods are much cheaper .. keke)

to be continued....

Happy Holidays!

Yes! Alas, my long awaited holiday has arrived. Its been so long since i had a break. My life, my thoughts, my principles.. all of em has changed tremendously throughout this 3 years of life in sarawak as a medical student. I am no longer someone who dream alot, who wish and imagine that a prince charming would ride up with a white pony and appear in front of me.. i am no longer the dreamer. Instead .. i am into reality. Into seeking what is the real world. No prince charming instead a kind-hearted simple guy is enough. No shopping instead reading lots of medical books. No sleeping instead clerking cases. No dreaming instead awaking in this real world.

Its been 3 years as a medical student.. wat can i say.. i still can't prescribe medication. i still cannot perform surgery and i still cannot remember all my facts. Life's so so complicated. I feel i learn not enough coz i have not enough time to do so. Every minute of my life is chasing time. Irony , now.. i let time chase me.. having one month of hols is like the gift of god. for the first time of my life i feel so relax. no need to study. no need to learn.no need to wake up early. (imagine how lazy am i). i still cannot get the old habit out of me.. Just so lazy!

Third year was fun. i learn lots of thing during this year. basically more to clinical stuff and i think i am still not competent in it. i wish i could do better but i believe there is alwiz time to learn and change to the better. i shud do better for the coming years.. hopefully.

as for this holiday , its time for me to regenerate my energy. time to gain weight and time to magically get rid of my panda eyes. yea.. time to go enjoy.. hehe.. will update as daily as possible.. as for now.. i love now! =)